. stay away .

it was friday when my bff called me.erm,she told me about one of my friend.she said that he had changed his relationship.at 1st,i had nothing to be surprised of since i have been expecting him to do it.i noe him ok.

he is still the man that i used to know.actually,i have no idea what to respond to this issue.hmm.let him be in whatever he wants.i dont wanna know anything about u.so,juz get outta my life.and i hope that you will always get the best in ur life.

i dun mind if u decided to delete all the memories that we used to create in the past.seriously.juz go ahead if u want it.i dun have the courage and intention to stop u ok?!u juz go on with ur life.i'll always be fine without u around.i dun even bother.

however,i wud like to thanked u 4 everything that u've done to me.enough means enough.if only if there's in the qada' n qadar that we're meant to be together.i accept.but,juz let Allah decides what's the best for all of us.

however,we still friends.

~hate that i love u.correction,USED to luf.once~

life must go on.time wont wait for us.try to reach and grab as many stars as we could.i am happy with my own life.and currently,i wanna make some improvement here and there.i juz need bless from Allah and my parents.without them,i am nobody.

. moment to remember .

ari jumaat mlm.19 march.ain n kwn2 p kua jln2 kt sekitar bndar melaka.lps maghrib as usual.hee.tp lmbt cket laa.sory pacik. :)) dr kolej kami-tun mutahir- ke kwsn kdai mkn d bayview,kami bjln kaki.huhu.agk jauh laa gk.sbb tour guide slh jln plak.hehe.*sory fiza*erm,kami lalu jln kt kg morten.SANGATSANGAT cantek ok!!!xtao laa nk ckp cmne.xdpt nk describe.mmg CUN sgt view kwsn perkampungan ni .

~uma yg terpaling cun kt kg morten~

ain sgt bersyukur sb dpt kua mlm tuh.ain mmg xkn lpe an memory kami mlm tuh.besh sgt.otw p bayview tuh,kami borak2 n gelak ketawa.hehe.de slh sorg dr kwn ain tuh kate nk wt uma kt cni.haha.cm laa de space lg utk dye bina uma dye tuh.haha.dye siap tunjuk an lg ktne dye nk bina uma tuh.senget pnye org!~lalala :D lps puas cuci mate tgk uma2 kt kg morten tuh.kami pom tros an pjlnan p bay view.smp sane,kami tros order mknn.lapaa kot. :))

ciken cop due,bihun tomyam satu n nasi goreng usa.air pe ek yg korg mnum??ain xigt plak.hee.sory.

tyme mkn pm besh.saling gelak ketawa n buli-membuli.mmg happening.*ps:xelok bckp tyme mkn ea kwn2.hee.*lps kyng,bru laa ktorg de energy utk jln lg.wee :)) kami pom tros laa melangkah.ain:korg.mne nk p ni?jom naek cruise jom!!!wee~so,our next destination,melaka river cruise.hee. :P time nk p river cruise tuh kami jln laa d spnjg sg melaka.pemandangan dye mmg cun.lmpu2 n lukisan mural kt dinding bangunan.huhu.beshnye.korg2.nt kte p lg ea.haha.

byrn msok,rm10/person.affordable.

~tiket naek cruise :)) ~

ok laa.utk pengalaman naek cruise an.bbaloi.hee.kjp jek pom kami tgu.then kami n pelancong2*cewaah* laen pom naek laa cruise tuh spnjg dlm cruise,kami amek byk2 gmba.mmg besh.sume org ptot try naek try naek cruise ni.at least,once in a lifetime.wee~

~ni view eye on malacca dr dlm cruise~

lps kami da berpoye2 kt ats cruise tuh,kami pom pulang.thnx kwn2.mmg besh kua ngn kamu sume.nt kte naek eye on malacca plak k.kte p njoi2 kt pirate park plak tw.sape yg xmo ikot tuh,babai laa.heheh.malacca in a nice place to visit.trust me!

. victory .

hey!again.im here to share something about my lil' friend who has just get his SPM result currently.erm,after i finished my class at 2:30pm,i got 2 messages from him.huhu.he thought that i was mad at him.haha.no la!no way i wanna be mad at you.huhu.then,i got another message from him.he claimed that he has something that he wanna share with me.hee.go0d news he said!!wow.i just cant wait to know.heheh.then i got a phone call from him.he asked me to guess what's the go0d news that he gonna tell me.*me:your teacher wanna buy for you something as a gift for your success in your SPM last year?*haha.it was wrong.actually,the good news is he was awarded with cash prize because he was able to get an A+ for Bahasa Malaysia in his SPM results.at that moment,i was wondering.*is there such award?*

hee :)) . then he clarified my confusion by saying that,the school promised to give a CASH PRICE=RM300 to any students that scored an A in BM subject.hehe.how come there's no such award when i was in school?huhu.to make it more dramatic,his teacher also claim that he would like to add another RM100.waaargh!i am so jealous.hee. :)) but i always know that Allah knows what is the best for HIS slaves.huhu.congratulation buddy!!i am so happy for you.dont be sad anymore okay?go and buy something for yourself.*a new watch perhaps.hee :P*RM300+RM100=RM40O.wee!

~b proud of yourself k dear.9A's.you are much better than me~

congratulation on your success.this is the time for you to celebrate your victory.hee.but,do remember to keep some,just in case there is an emergency cases.well,you know.*for e.g:to come to Malacca to meet me!.lalala*now,your journey has began.it's time for your to create and plan for the best in your path of life k.alright then.gtg.i wanna perform my prayer.hee.out!~

. happy .

4:0opm in the evening.i was doing my assignment about MEGAWATI SUKARNO.erm,as i was doing my research in the internet about the President of Indonesia,someone called me.

an unexpected call.from someone that i've been waiting so long for his call.i once told him how much i wanna talked with him over the phone.it was 4:22pm when he called me.i was extremely surprised.and of course!!no to mention i was extremely happy!!:))even we're on the phone for only about 2mins,i was so happy.thanks dear.hee.

each and every single day,i hope as i am on my way back to my hostel,you are waiting for me.in front of my hostel.haha.even i am certain that this is kinda impossible.but there no wrong for us to keep dreaming,right? :)) haha.just kidding.i really hope that you will always happy in everything you do.yesterday,today and everyday of course.hee.

hopefully we can meet somewhere in this month.huhu.or next month or whenever.as long as we still wanna meet me each other.hee. :p alright then.till then!daa~

ps:yunk!wali band,i luf this song~

. G . E . R . A . M .

waaarghh!!u noe wat??i juz burnt my bju kurungf juz now! i repeat, juz now!! pliz laa my dear . i luf that bju kurung of kos . wuu~

mak!!i am so0 damn sad!! i was so careless!the reason why i was so upset:

. . .it WAS brown in colour. . .

. . .it WAS my sis's bju kurung actually. . .

. . .i wanna wear it 4 tomorrow's class. . .

. . .i dunno what i'm gonna wear tomorrow. . .

without wasting my time,i quickly post this blog . cuz i still feel the anger . weee~

p/s:i will NEVER forget this moment . ever!!~

.congratulations .

kames pg . lbey kurang pkul 10 .

erm,mase yg d tggu oleh sume student lepasan SPM .

keputusan SPM is out! yihaaa~

rase laa korg pe yg ain rase 2thn lps .

xpyh nk ckp laa nebes dye tuh . all the way dr klang ke serting, mmg cuak .

lg dkt nk smp lg gelabah kot . at 1 point tuh rse cm nk jek ajk mak ayah blik uma blik .

huhu . mcm2 yg ain rase . nebes+cdey+rsau+excited(nk jmpe kwn)+pnat=tdo dlm pjlnn .

hee . tyme smp2 tuh mmg la cuak thp dewa pnye . ain pom cm,wow . rmainye yg da dtg .

tp alhamdulillah ok la result . sgt bersyukur . hee .

now!!spm's candidate 2009 pnye result da kua . fuhh!~ ain de sorg adik laki yg nk amek result .

but till now dye xbtao result dye . cdey .

n 1 m0re thing,ain de sorg kwn ni,faiz . dye nk amek result pg tuh .

cian dye . msti dye nebes ssgt . tape k faiz .

pkul 12 lbey,dye call ain . erm,im expecting call from him actually .

lalala . dye kate dye dpt straight A's . alhamdulilah . epi sgt2 . xsia2 dye stdy hard dlu .

kn faiz??hehe . erm,now ain nga tgu result adik ain .

hopefully dye dpt result yg ok .

p/s:along syg ko!hee .

lastly,kpd sume2 yg dpt result gempaq o bese saje ,xpe laa . 'sb Allah tao pe yg terbaek utk kte' . kate2 shbt baek saye~

smoge tros success in future . wee .

. bestbuddY .

during our modul ppkp juz now,it was some awesome . i really had a great time . and i am really sure that my friends also really enjoyed today modul . since this is our 1st modul in degree, at first i thought it's kinda boring one . suprisingly, it wasn't . thanks miss . i really happy be in your group . erm,what i wanna share right now is regarding what's happening towards the end of our modul . we were given about 10 mins to think what we are going to tell about the title given . it was like a mini public speaking . a short one . 2-5 mins per person . i choosed to talk about whatare the 3 thnigs that i will bring if had the chance to go to ancient period . hehe . i would like to bring my camera,clothes and also lo0ts of money .

the most question that was able to attract me to listen to is 'characteristics of a best friend' . erm,after i heard from one of my friend on her opinion about this question, i was so impressed with her point of view . huhu . she said, "best friend is someone who understands you,can correct each other's mistake and not to mention trustworthy . our bestfriend not necessarily to be with us 24/7" .

in fact, we can still even be BFF in a far distance . at that moment, i do remember all my bestfriends . i really miss my time that i used to spend with them . actually, i really miss my bestfriend . most of my time i keep remembering most of our memories together . my bestfriend is the bestest friend that i have ever had . thanks Allah, for giving me such a nice and wonderful friend . eventhough my bestfriend is no longer with me anymore because she is currently finishing her studies . in my opinion,i do believe that a bestfriend is like my mirror . the reflection image of myself . she can correct me when i'm wrong . she is always there whenever i need her . eventhough, she once told me that she always mad at me, i dont mind because to me, she is one in a million . alright . i guess this would be more than enough . hehe . until then . daa~

. i-ciTy .

last saturday! my family and i went to i-city . it is located in sec7 shah alam . actually, we're juz came back from attending a wedding ceremony in cheras i think . huhu . as we past thru toll plaza sumwhere in shah alam,emak was so excited to see those light way far from the right side of the highway . alhamdulillah, ayah willing to bring us there . thanks ayah!

once we're there, we were quite shocked seeing lots of people from all over the places come by to see this magnificent view!! i was so excited seeing those light . it was juz so amazing . im wondering how much light they used to create such a nice place to be like in i-city .

since i love my hand phone and love to capture pictures, i started to take all the nice and amazing light . we managed to take a few pictures to be kept as one of our sweet memory together .

i was so happy . be there with my family . such a wonderful moment .the next day, there were a celebration . cap goh mei if im not mistaken . there're supposed to be a fireworks . i wanna go . badly . but, i cudn't make it .

actually,there're some photos that i intended to put it here . but,there is some prob occurred . however,i'll put it later .

~xoxo~

. a journey to remember .

last thursday . unforgettable day in my whole entire life . i had a bad day . huhu . thursday evening,right after my mandarin class me and my friend walked quickly to catch a bus to go to melaka sentral . while waiting for the bus,we were talking and gossiping . lalala . i luf gossip! gossip girls! huhuhu .

4.45pm . we arrived at melaka sentral . omg!! there were thousands of people . millions in fact . hehehe . students and other people were queuing to buy tickets to go to their hometown . oh no!! friday is a public holiday . maulidur rasul . i forgot! no wonder la there're no tickets for me to go back!! i wanna go back . mish home . however,my friend changed her plan . she didnt wanna go home .

then,i decided to gamble my journey to go home . i asked almost all ticket counters there . there're no tickets left to klang,kl n even seremban . haa . i have both good and bad news . hmm,bad news - my ticket to seremban was only at 9pm in the NIGHT . 9pm ok . what can i do from the evening till night ha? i was extremely bored and exhausted . im fasting sum more . aiyo!

the go0d news-still got ticket for me to go to seremban . hee .

p/s:even i have to wait for about 4hours ok .

10pm . alhamdulillah!!!i was so grateful cuz i managed to catch the LAST TRAIN to kl sentral . i cudn't imagine if i missed that train . a night in seremban?no0o!! huhu . while in the train, i was trying to fight against falling asleep . with my hand phone that were ran out of battery . ayah! help me! i was praying during the whole journey . praying for my dad to fetch me at kl sentral since there're no train left to klang . huhu . wow!!what a long journey . seremban to kuala lumpur . im s0 exhausted . + i am so damn hungry .

12 midnight . i was stuck in kl sentral for about 1 1/2 hour there . then,after i called ayah, my stomach started to make noise . no!shh!quite la . i wanna eat emak's co0k . i wanna hv my dinner+supper in home . but unfortunately,my tummy is still in hunger . huhu . next pit stop . MCd . lalala~ 1 set of mc ciken please .

after that, i was waiting for ayah to fetch me . sorry ayah because i had troubled you . luf ya!!

on my way home,i was texting wif my friend . thanks for accompanying me during my whole journey to my home!thanks a bunch .

. stress .

tensennyeeee!!!!!mak ayh tlg org . da naek gugur da rmbut ni . tp luckily xsempat gugur .

huhu . sb aku gne sympu sunsilk . wangii~ i like . hehehe . kwn2,jgn tkot ye kalu tbe2 wajah ku jd cmni . hope korg phm . haha .

waaaargh!!!stressnye minggu ni . td bru pas abes 1 test . test far 4o0 . ppe,heLd for saLe,borrowing cost,government grant . tough kot topik2 ni . ado0i!! sbr jek laa . aku da stdy da kot smlm . mgkin laa last minute . tuh yg aku slh kot .

Far an,mne cukup kalu stdy 1 2 ari jek . aku admit . mmg mistake aku .

huh! nk ngs pom x gne da . tp td siyesly aku cm nk jerit kuat2 jek dlm kls tuh . tp sure la t'kejut berok kot classmate aku nt . haha . so,aku wat keputusan utk dok senyap2 jek kt kls tuh smbil try jwb soalan . 1 jam 45 minit dlm tuh . aku pom xta0 laa ape yg aku tulis .

tp de s0rg sahabat baek aku ni ckp, "ain,awk tulis jek taw . jgn bia an kosong tw . at least dpt la cket markah . better la den 0" . thnx buddy . kte sllu igt pesan awk . tp td tyme jwb tuh kte cm s0-s0 jek . huhh!!! geram nye!!x suke . x suke .

p/s:aku nk success!mak ayh,doa an org ye .